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50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
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[16 Dec 2004|12:23am] |
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when nothing seems to be going as you planned, it means something big is planned for you.. take it, challenge yourself.
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[29 Oct 2004|07:25pm] |
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cant you people like wake up your fucking ideas? ah, whoever it is. you guys know it. yeah if you all cant get things right and understand stuffs then just either shut that fucking ideas you have and stop the fucking childish stuffs you're doing or just simply wake up! ah well. thats just about how much i'm gonna get pissed by you people, you guys arent worth that much of my energy and time. ok? =)
alright, i dont know what the fuck. i dont know whether it's worth all these. before then, we had fun and we all were good.. then things changed, almost totally. maybe it's just you , or maybe just purely me. but fuck care. wth? i dont understand why some people does get it, and some just refuse to. fucked up attitude and slacking businesses is all i get in exchange. it isnt easy, i admit. but that doesnt equals to me giving up.. sigh i know i cant, and it just isnt me too to give up halfway. i'm all for the team, i was a betting material.. and i just wanna win it for whoever placed me. are you people for the team too? are you people doing enough yourself? yeah you guys cant judge me, please. do you know me well enough? do you understand me? do you know what am i like? say yes to these three questions and prove yourself right, then judge me.
15 guys, 9 girls..
make it, or just simply break it.
read, then try and understand.
btw, sorry for the foul mood.
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[01 Sep 2004|01:01pm] |
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the song just keeps playing and playing.. in my mind, on the speaker.
翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过 请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我 就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果 我也能够随
我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我 如果难过 请你忘了我
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[16 Aug 2004|11:46pm] |
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the team belongs to everyone.
team, it means without any one of us, it wont exist anymore.
since i'm given the task to lead and serve the team,
its my responsibility to pull the team together when it's falling..
doing everything, anything that i can.
-=team dragonboat '04=-
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| SeaSports Club Farewell Night 2004 |
[15 Aug 2004|12:26am] |
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yup that happened last evening..
a very wonderful evening filled with almost all sorts of feelings one can think of, for me at least, the feelings were mixed.
the night started with a messy beginning.. especially when we all first stepped in to the lounge, everyone were rushing to start with their preparation work and also take a good look at the place where their evening's gonna be spent. yup there were lotsa commotion around.. we were all busy rehearsing our performances, doing up the place nicely, checking and making sure everything is in place and ready..
by 7pm or so, the teachers and seniors finally step foot into the lounge, all dressed up to their best.. especially hanjin and elaine, who eventually won the best-dressed awards.. all went well and the night was surely filled with lotsa fun and laugher, even for people like us who havent got anything proper to eat. and guess what? me tongpui gordon and benedict also put up a short and clumsy dance performance which i thought i did rather badly.. haha, but it was fun and nice to see the seniors and teachers all tickled by the dance.. LADY MARMALADE. urgh. ah well, it'll only be for that night.. THAT night. haha i promise. -_- hmmmmm, yeah i guess everyone had such lots of fun like i did.
then come the moment everyone had waited for, the announcement of the 16th batch of exco-committee.. and yes, i got in. but i had mixed feelings when my name was announced. should i be happy? yeah i got the post that i ran for. or should i worry and be disheartened? yeah cuz i havent gotten the entire team's support. thats where i got the first task for myself: to earn respect and gain the support of the team. i know thats gonna be real tough, especially in the case of the guys. but i've decided that the two words "give up" shall not ever appear across my mind, no matter when or how hard it's gonna be. and thanks, for those that have encouraged and shown me support, i'll give my best and not let any of you down. there's probably not much that i can show to prove my words.. but all i can give to you guys now is a promise. =)
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| for a special someone. |
[10 Aug 2004|12:49am] |
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thanks for being one of the greatest chapter in my life, you really made a difference- at least i know i'm different after that chapter we spent almost all of our time together. thanks for all the joy, sorrows and everything you've given me, i'll always remember them. =) it's really been wonderful that we've at least crossed our paths in life.. and now that you've moved on, i'm really glad for you and hope everything will be even better for you. you were happy, then sad, i hope now you'll be happier than you've ever been.
all the best and take care always..
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[17 Jul 2004|12:11am] |
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hmmmm
yeah been a really long time since i last update.. didnt even realise till just now.. haha...
let me see whats there to update about..
oh yup, got back my CT results some time ago.. did pretty badly but ah well, i kinda expected it since i didnt study much for it. well i guess most importantly is that i realise its actually time to start working for my promos at the end of the year; thats whats important. hmmm, yeah and cuz of that my civics tutor called up the whole class to ask the parents of wanna go to the parent-teacher meeting anot. -sian- then two nights ago i quarrelled with my mum over this, sigh. what the hell is wrong with everything? grrr... yea i just keep asking myself but nothing seems to come outta it.. and i've been putting in so much efforts to catch up on what i've missed out for the work that are done and over but she just insists that i never did any work. sigh alright, enough about this.
hmmm and our class got in for both 12-men and 24-mixed for the sea carnival! woohoo.. haha, lets hope we can win something from this. let me see... pretty much unsure about the 24-mixed team but i'm holding quite high expectations for the 12-men though.. hope we can go for the champion for that race.. =) yeah and before that.. my back's still giving me problems, i'm just praying it wont stop me from rowing on that day itself... lol gotta pray real hard cuz it seems to be getting from bad to worse. and my mum doesnt remember, i guess. i'll see how, havent been getting allowance so i cant even see a doctor myself. lets hope it isnt anything seriouss.. heh.
and i just remembered something.. anyone who reads this and got any lobangs for any jobs that i can work during the weekends please let me know yea?
ya how come like so much people around me are unhappy or bothered huh..? hmmm, cheer up no matter whats bothering you and making you sad eh? just look on the bright side and everything will seem better and easier to go through.. its in the mind! dont think about unhappy stuffs and work on others, i'm sure things will improve and you can smile again.. lol. i can do better telling people to cheer up, not myself. =)
= we gotta live everyday as if it is the last day of life then we will cherish the things and people we've got around us =
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[25 Jun 2004|12:08am] |
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So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should fall one day
I'll guide you and be that little stream
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| 我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你 .. |
[11 Jun 2004|06:41pm] |
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珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
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[08 Jun 2004|08:39pm] |
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just got back from training..
been having intensive trainings these days.. two times a day..
=S tired.. very tired.
sigh how've you been.
though training's been so tough and taxing.. somehow you've always been thought of, and i miss you still.
nationals will be this coming sunday.. nearing and really so close.
tomorrow would be our last training of all, and we'll all be getting ready for competitions on sunday already..
and straight after that the whole seasports club will be rushing to the train station and head for malaysia..
and thats where we'll all be going through our LTC(Leadership training camp)
hmmm.. hope we'll all do well for nationals..
so much training.. so much hard work. just for this.
hai, if only you'd be there to watch. i know it's hard.. =\
nvm, i understand..
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had a long talk with some friends today.. in fact for some days this group of us have been talking alot.. sigh.
hmm this friend's been having problems with a girl he likes.. and keeps asking us for help and stuffs..
then everything keeps coming back.. i was quiet again, for some time.
i still miss you.
then we told him to ask himself what he really wants.. if he really likes her..
i told him lotsa stuffs.. lots of them.
after much.. it just reminds me of the times i used to have crushes..
then how i came to know you through the camp..
then the time on the 158 bus..
and the question i asked you outside kallang mrt station.. how i wanted you to answer me..
all the times..
and how sad you were when you lost your wallet..
then one of the cards we took.. the one i gave you when you wanted it..
do you still keep it?
after that we had talks about ourselves, and they suddenly asked about me.
they knew something was with me all this while, in fact they knew i've been feeling down.. =\
ah well..
sigh.
-it is you.-
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There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there’s a truth
In your eyes
What an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it be this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along
There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you
But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
And it is you I have loved all along
There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
It is you I have loved all along
Over and over I’m filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins
And I am filled with the sweetest devotion
As I look into your perfect face
There's no more a mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along
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sigh... nothing to do online...
asked bro to let me have the computer.. but dont really have an idea what i want with it..
guess i still hope to see you online..
even just knowing you're fine.. thats enough i think..
how'll i be fine again.
how can i be smiling like before? hmmm.
is there really a first time to everything?
it's the
first time i've fallen so hard.
first time in my life i ever regretted so much about something.
first time i miss anyone this much.
first time i felt so sad, and depressed.
maybe you went through more..
so maybe i shouldnt complain..
maybe it's just nothing when compared..
but it's just the first, and the hardest ever for me. at least for me it is.
why cant it be different for me.
why cant her pain be loaded onto mine.. then maybe she'll feel better.
why cant we choose the way we want things to work?
then maybe i can choose to know the truth, truth to everything.
even it's in exchange for half my lifetime, i know i'd rather have the truth.
than to live with bluffs. and lies.
if we could.
if we could do anything we want
if we could have hopes that come true and wishes that never fail..
i hope you're happy.
no matter how far you have walked from me,
i wish you happiness..
though if hopes and wishes really will come true, i know i'd ask for more.
more than me walking alone..
and you walking away,
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to walk side by side on the same old road..
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[20 May 2004|09:55pm] |
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why do tears still fill my eyes so easily..
why...
just hope you're fine and alright.
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Say it isn't so
Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
= every night i wake up from dreams so sweet, only to realise you are not around anymore..
leave me inside my dream. lock me up and throw away the key to release me..
cuz i hate to find you gone...
tears just fill my eyes, when i dont see you no more.. =
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| .a . porimse . taht . nedes . turst. |
[17 May 2004|03:11pm] |
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"I Promise"
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will.
-=nothing.more.than.for.you.to.believe.me=-
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[14 May 2004|11:16pm] |
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what's life all about?
what are we living for and whats the aim of doing all that we are doing now?
sigh, just so not sure about anything anymore.
where do we end up when we reaches the end of our destination?
nothing can ever be perfect, nothing.
just like life isnt, if there was a way to make it perfect,
then we'll be able to turn back time and undo all the wrongs and mistakes..
all the things you never wanna do
and all that one learn from experiences could then be applied.
is there only one chance in doing everything?
is there only walking forward and not turning backwards?
even if it's a yes,
is there no way to walk on..?
walking the way you want to,
the manner you want it to be.
when you're thinking about someone,
is it always true that the same person would be at the other end thinking back at you?
or is it only a mere hope of a lonely soul. . .
will lies last forever?
i hope they dont. at least then i might know.
if those words were lies,
allow me to exchange half of my lifetime for the truth.
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i wasnt sure what or how i felt anymore.
there wasnt a word to describe me like i am
but as i told you stuffs and wished you all the best, my eyes turned watery.
they teared.
and i knew how i felt.
remember what i said,
no more that word from you again
cuz if it must be said..
it should be from me to you.
you should know why
and i'm sure why.
listen to me even if you dont have to:
be the happy you i know.
.568464.968.259297.
"Say Goodnight.. wan an..
Close your eyes.. be quiet..
... I hope to stay..
And if you need somebody..
wo que ding wo hui zai, bu hui zou kai.. "
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| 对不起我爱你 |
[11 May 2004|08:06pm] |
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没别的 只想说对不起 对不起 我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想 你怎么说 也不会改变我的决定
你知道 有时候感情事很难说 很难说 爱人或朋友
从前到现在 我真的感觉要 一想你 我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳 想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起 怎么样 我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲 你怎么做 也不会影响我的心情
你知道 有时候男孩更难捉摸 难捉摸 爱人或朋友
现在到永远 我真会感觉要 一想你 我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记的牢 情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你 听歌想着你 大地和蓝天 出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情 我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
你听一听我的心跳 你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
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